where's my cowboy

so i'm on my own once again, no relationship in site. this one felt weird. i didn't go running crying my lungs out hating men. i was just blah. no emotions not a care in the world of what i'm going to do next. i wonder if its just me growing up or did he break it off so good or could it be that by now i have no emotions left. or was i really into this guy like i thought i was. who knows! as of now im tired of the same old dating scene the good olde bar scene, not this time. i need some ideas of where have all the cowboys went to. thats what i need a good cowboy. i should stop dating that clean cut type and get me a cowboy.